5 Life Lessons I Learned From My Last Heartbreak.

I’m no stranger to heartache. I love full on, balls to the wall, no holds barred. When I love, I love hard core. Now with that said, this mushy heart of mine gets broken often. So often, in fact, I wonder to myself why it keeps doing that. Why do I keep giving 100% when I only end up getting my heart broken? I find that after each heartbreak I always manage to pick up a few more life lessons. Most importantly, I learned that I still have lots to learn.

I love love so much that I just don’t even care about the impending doom to follow. I don’t view love as something that I give and hope it lasts forever. Nope. I view love as something that speaks loudly from my heart and no matter happens while I’m loving, I’m enjoying the feeling with every ounce of me.

Oh yes I feel the pain too

Now with that said, I’m not gonna lie and tell you that the doom doesn’t hurt my heart. It hurts a whole heck of a lot. Can’t tell you that I enjoy it either, I know it’s coming. Sometimes it hurts like hell, sometimes the blow is soft. Make no mistake though, it hurts. So if I know pain is inevitable, why do I keep doing it then? When will I start applying the life lessons I learn from each heartbreak?

Why don’t I learn how to guard my heart like most people do? Put it in a cage and protect it until I’m certain that “this” guy is Mr. Right (or maybe even Mr. Notsobad). Is it because I love heartache so much I look forward to the next one? You know, like a self torture kind of thing.

Nope. Not at all. It’s because caging my heart doesn’t interest me. That’s not what hearts are for. They are for loving.

So why do I keep at it? It’s all the things I learn about myself after each heartbreak. I learn and I grow and then I think I’m more prepared for the next time it happens. Oh how we kid ourselves.

5 Life Lessons I Learned After My Last Heartbreak

The feelings of love.

No matter how much my heart hurts or how long the heartache lasts, nothing compares to the feelings of love I had for this person at the moment. Love, to me, is absolutely the most beautiful feeling in the world. I would not replace that or forfeit it simply because of heartbreak. Not a chance. I’ve learned that love is the #1 energy for me that fuels me and makes me happy. I’ll never stop doing that.

I need to feel it back.

As much as I love love and love giving it, I realize that I really do need to feel it back. Maybe not 100% in return but I have to know that the love is there. I know what it’s like to feel love but not really get anything back in return. It leaves a little hole in my heart and makes me sad.

My boundaries are weak.

Independent of the fact that I pride myself in standing tall and confident in who I am and how far I’ve come in my life, I still struggle with boundaries (don’t judge). I want love so bad sometimes that I let those boundary lines slip. Time and time again. Every time I tell myself that that is not going to happen again but it always does. I still have lots of work to do on my boundary lines. I have a feeling someone is gonna have to pound this life lesson into my head for me.

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Don’t lose yourself girl.

Is it just me or does this happen to you sometimes too? We forget who we are and what we’re all about and we lose a little part of our identity. This happened only on a very small scale this time, but it still happened nonetheless. I clearly have work to do still on my identity.

Love myself a little more.

Now that may sound kinda crazy. Wouldn’t you feel defeated and unloved after heartbreak? Not this girl. I honour myself and am very gentle with myself. I hold on to the love I just had, hold the fond memories close and love the person I have emerged as after it. I am stronger, wiser and maybe even tad smarter. I love the woman I am growing into. Each heartache shows me a few more things about myself and I cherish it all.I think of all 5, this is probably the most important life lesson of all.

The last heartbreak was a doozy. I knew this one had an expiration date. I told myself not to get too attached. I knew all the right things to do and I didn’t do any of them. Do I regret it? Not one single bit.

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Why? Because I love love and it is the most beautiful energy in the world and I will never stop doing it.

Don’t give up on love and don’t cage your heart. Listen to your heart and let it do its job.

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Peace and Love

Iva

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